Denial

March 6th, 2008

Maybe I am better off without you
But that’s not something I can prove
And whenever I need to walk away
I find no strength to move
Maybe you’ll finally leave my mind
But that won’t happen for a while
Because I want to say I don’t love you
But then that’s just denial
Maybe you’ll forget about me
Or maybe that’s already done
And maybe I’ll stop crying
About this imaginary fight that you’ve won
And maybe I’ll finally get over you
Because you’re already over me
But I care too much about you
More than you’ll ever see

Stop Holding Back

February 27th, 2008

You walked with me and held my hand
But didn’t you want to let go
And meeting me wasn’t part of your plan
So what am I to you – please let me know
And if it’s true you really don’t miss me
Why do I feel it when you speak
And the way you said I love you
It made me dizzy and weak
And when I break down
You leave like you don’t care
And I want to be able to move on
But you’re holding me back and it’s not fair
And when I try to walk away
Something in your voice pulls me back
And when you hold me close
It’s like you’re the part of me I lack
And my tears fall again for you
And I want you to fight them away
But then you’re with another girl
And I mean nothing today

Dry On My Skin

January 28th, 2008

You push me away
Then you pull me back in
I can’t get you out of my head
When you’re under my skin
This game that you’re playing
Is so unfair
But as long as you’re happy
I don’t care
Though you’re moving on
And I hold my feelings in
The tears form in my eyes
Then they dry on my skin
You put me back together
Just to rip me apart
And you know what you’re doing
You’re toying with my heart
And why you’re doing this
I only wish I knew
Because I know that you know
All I want is you