That’s Not All

March 14th, 2006

You never answer when I call
You don’t catch me when I fall
You never helped guide me on my way
You just left me and pretended it was okay

Left me standing in the middle of the road
You taught me always to do what I was told
Thanks for trying to help me
You just guided me into insanity

[Chorus:]
Couldn’t you have at least said why
Couldn’t you have at least said goodbye
Couldn’t you have been here when I needed you
Because best friends always help you through

I thought we were best friends
But are we at our end?
You said that you would love me forever
Then you cracked under the pressure

[Chorus:]
Couldn’t you have at least said why
Couldn’t you have at least said goodbye
Couldn’t you have been here when I needed you
Because best friends always help you through

That’s not all, that’s not all
You could at least catch me when I fall
Or helped guide me on my way
But don’t leave me because it’s not okay

Taking Over Reality

December 15th, 2005

I slam the door shut
Keep these feelings away from me
It’s scaring me
What I’m becoming

[Chorus:]
I’m insane, are these normal feelings
I’m crazy, delusional
But it’s not a dream, reality
Destiny is calling me

Kinda crazy when you think about it
I’m falling into this empty pit
Catch me
Before it’s too late

I’ve already fallen too deep to be saved
I’m not sure but my dreams have taken over – reality

[Chorus:]
I’m insane, are these normal feelings
I’m crazy, delusional
But it’s not a dream, reality
Destiny is calling me

Lock the door and throw away the key
These feelings are sinking me
So lost in these daydreams
Everything’s not what it seems

Why’s life doing this to me
Dreams taking over reality
Sink me in the sea of death
Now it’s gone, nothing left

[Chorus:]
I’m insane, are these normal feelings
I’m crazy, delusional
But it’s not a dream, reality
Destiny is calling me

 

2005 (10)

Invisibility

October 24th, 2005

It’s nothing you can see
Invisible to all but me
It’s something only I can feel
So let me go, what’s the big deal

[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal

You hurt me, left a scar
Took the pain way too far
Time seems to run out way too fast
You left me in the shadows of your past

[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal

So invisible, so worthless
So I lived my life just for this
So empty, so heartless
So you had to go and start this

[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal

Just let me go – what’s the big deal?

 

2005