Pedestal

June 27th, 2008

You’ got me standing on a pedestal
My legs are tired
But you’re not letting me down
I want to veer
But I don’t want to fall off
I need help down
I’m not perfect
And I won’t ever be
I’m so imperfect
Don’t know why you can’t see
You’ve got me up on a pedestal
I don’t know why
It seems the harder that I try
You only see
Perfection shining out of me
But I’m not
I’ll never be
Why can’t you see
You’ve got me up on a pedestal
My legs are tired
But you’re not letting me down
Don’t let me fall

Our Conversations

May 2nd, 2008

I know you noticed me
And yes, I noticed you too
We spoke some words today
But more I couldn’t pull through
I miss our conversations
But these words are too hard to speak
And now your words mean nothing
When before they made me weak
I cried some tears today
But no more than one or two
Just because it’s over now
Just because it’s completely through
It really hit me today
But it happened so long ago
And when we pass each other
It’s something nobody would know