Invisibility

October 24th, 2005

It’s nothing you can see
Invisible to all but me
It’s something only I can feel
So let me go, what’s the big deal

[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal

You hurt me, left a scar
Took the pain way too far
Time seems to run out way too fast
You left me in the shadows of your past

[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal

So invisible, so worthless
So I lived my life just for this
So empty, so heartless
So you had to go and start this

[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal

Just let me go – what’s the big deal?

 

2005

Lightning Thunder ⚡

August 15th, 2005

I feel the lightning running through my veins
I know these thoughts are driving me insane
I can’t help but wish they were all dead
I can’t help but let these thoughts haunt my head

I feel like I’m all broken up inside
I can’t help but misplace all my pride
I can’t help but feel like dying every day
And every single second wastes my time away

[Chorus:]
I feel like I’m dying from the inside out
I can’t help but feeling like I always need to shout
I want to scream until my face turns blue
And maybe then – I will – forget about you

Lightning, thunder, take my pain away
Come on baby make my day
I’m sitting here and wondering why
I can’t help it, I know I’m gonna die

Here I am, all alone
With all my feelings that go unshown
I’m lying here and I’m dying this way
So pull the trigger and take my pain away

[Chorus:]
I feel like I’m dying from the inside out
I can’t help but feeling like I always need to shout
I want to scream until my face turns blue
And maybe then – I will – forget about you

It’s only normal to feel this way
It’s the feeling I’m feeling every day
Drifting away, far at sea
All these feelings are taking over me

[Chorus:]
I feel like I’m dying from the inside out
I can’t help but feeling like I always need to shout
I want to scream until my face turns blue
And maybe then – I will – forget about you

 

2005 (11)

Trust You

August 4th, 2005

I believed in the lies
And denied the truth
Why am I surprised
I should’ve known better than to trust you

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were my friend
But I was wrong
You brought this friendship to an end
Yeah I found out
I really thought that I could trust you

Maybe I was blind
I just couldn’t see
It was always right in front of me
Guys can be jerks
Girls can be too
Trust can be broken between me and you

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were my friend
But I was wrong
You brought this friendship to an end
Yeah I found out
I really thought that I could trust you

Dreams have been shattered
Nothing else mattered
I’m losing my mind
And I’ve never felt this blind

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were my friend
But I was wrong
You brought this friendship to an end
Yeah I found out
I really thought that I could trust you

 

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