I feel beside myself
Am I even here
My life turned into
Is this the wakeup call
That I have been needing
These wounds never healed
I can still feel them bleeding
Taking bits and pieces
I try to keep things together
Nothing ever fits
When I’m a victim of the weather
I’ve crashed and I’ve burned
For something I yearn
A content life
But it’s just not my turn
Is it too much medication
Or is it not enough
When I spill out all my feelings
I regret opening up
Then I realize
That it’s not only me
Like Cassie Steele asked
“How much for happy?”
Hello everyone! Can I just say – where did 2020 go? What a long short year!
First off, I want to shoutout to my readers! I grew from 101 followers to 144 followers in the last year! A few more fun statistics include:
I know I’ve been MIA for a while, but I’ve had a busy/productive last year. I finished my Bachelor’s Degree, started a new job, and started my Master’s Degree. I also did a little bit of socially distant and safe traveling!
During this year, I was also able to recreate a few photos!
2009 – 2020
I went to a zoo for the first time, and witnessed the most beautiful of birds!
I learned how to be overly obnoxious while matching my mask:
Then I finished the year by accidentally dying my hair pink…
As usual, I think I had a productive year.
I also found some great music to accompany my year:
Shoutout to Chelsea Cutler for ranking as my Spotify top artist for the last three years!