Falling

January 2nd, 2011

In that night
It all came down to that moment
We were in your room
We were in my car
We were in my room
The kiss was innocent
Friendly
But there was passion
You felt nothing
It was all me
I carried our kiss
The kiss was confusing
Every conversation left me wondering
How did I feel
Was this right
The kiss was how I knew
I knew from our kiss
The kiss was intense
Half asleep in my bed
The very instant my lips touched yours
It was so slow
Then it was all I could think about
I fell for our kiss
Then I fell in love
Then I fell in love
And I fell in love

New Year’s Eve

December 31st, 2010

I can’t believe it’s over
It still seemed so young
An empty feeling started
To end with a full one
A weakened hug
To find a hand
And lips that aren’t my own
A while before
A lust-filled night
Left nothing at my door
A haunting feeling
That comes and goes
That just can’t be ignored
A ghost awaits
To haunt my thoughts
And tempt me with allure
An empty kiss
A half-filled hug
Left emptiness endured
To find a hand
And open lips
To fill the empty hole
That night of lust
Turned into more
To find another soul
Beauty sparks
But sleepless nights
A flame was never blown
The ghost awaits
And haunts the nights
Of disconnected souls
A loving hug
And lips I found
Create and fill the whole
But in the dark
And in the sparks
Two flames will kill my soul

Blind Confusion

December 20th, 2010

Tomorrow’s not looking good
But today’s not the day
Yesterday wasn’t either
Why do things happen this way
This is not what I want
But I don’t know if that’s true
I’m just so confused
I don’t know what to do
I know what I have
And I know what I don’t
It’s not going to happen
I can’t do what I won’t
But if it’s true
Why are these things in my mind
Why do I have eyes
That makes me feel blind
Why do I have questions
Of things I don’t want to know
And how can I love someone
Yet want to let them go