Something We Never Were

March 14th, 2010

You look me in the eyes
And the past comes flooding back
I don’t know what to do
My heart is under attack
I thought this was over
This doesn’t feel right
When you do this to me
I can’t sleep at night
Do you want me
Or do you want her
I’m trying to get over
Something we never were


January 28th, 2019

It wakes me up in a cold sweat
A dream I wish I could forget
A wound that I could never heal
A memory I’m not sure was real
It makes me fear falling asleep
It just keeps playing on repeat
I want to think it was a dream
But things aren’t always what they seem
A person who’s without a name
A dream that always ends the same
They say I am the one to blame
But I got lost inside the shame