Move

December 12th, 2009

You have to know I write about you
There’s no way that you don’t
I’d say I’d let you read this
But I know that I won’t
I’d say I don’t look for you
But we both know that’s not true
Every time you’re around me
I don’t know what to do
I’m counting down the days
Until we make this move
Maybe I won’t see you
But what would that prove
I know that this is wrong
But I want to know your feelings
But what if I don’t want to hear
The information you’d be revealing
We go back and forth
Like this is some kind of game
And I don’t know that it’s not
And what if you feel the same
We are getting so close
What happens when this ends
Do we move on like it never happened
And continue to pretend

Truthful

November 7th, 2019

The things I once thought
I only wrote
Too scared to admit it
So they were never spoke
They filled up pages
That were never read
I can’t erase them
So now I write in lead
A pen is permanent
My thoughts are not
But I will give them away
Because of the lessons they taught