February 18th, 2020

Last year’s start
Left me puzzled
With a new year
Came a new struggle
A glance from the past
Catching your reflection
Closing my eyes
To forget the recollection
Bury these feelings
That only persist
Cover my eyes
I need to resist
Piling up
These words left unspoken
I’d speak my mind
But I am still frozen


January 9th, 2020

I search for a feeling
I’m not sure exists
I try to write it off
But the longing persists
I hold on to people
Who once left me broken
Because these feelings inside
Still want to be spoken
I feel like I’m observing
From inside of a mirror
I can’t save myself
How did I get here